Thursday, September 30, 2010

Back, but for how long?

Well, it's official. I'm going back to being single yet again.

However, after seeing another side, I can't say that I'm disappointed.

To be honest, I'm sure that there were flaws and character traits in my wife that I was willing to overlook because of the feelings and love that I had for her. However, with the recent developments and comments and conversations, I've found that I still care for her, but the love has gone.

For the best? I don't know, I really couldn't say.

But for me, it's going to have to be fine, since I've still got things to do, and goals to accomplish.

I'm not dead, I'm not giving up. I'm pressing on, and I'm going to make the best of it.

Just wait.. I'm sure that at some point I'll have enough anger built up to write a few scathing posts and get someone's tail twisted.. Just give me time.


Dana said...

Although many people confuse resignation with quitting, they are very different things. Resignation is when you know continuing in the same direction is futile and is often times the first step in moving forward

Benjamin said...

Hey buddy, how are ya doing? I've read your blog accidentally, i can understand of how you felt cuz i've been thru that.. really, and i can feel the pain.. it took me a while for me to get over and accept the fact that my wife's choice of moving on her life without me, more than a while actually.. I still think of her tho.. No doubt, its been really difficult and sucks big time.. But hey, you'll be fine.. All you need is time.. yes, you'll still think of her but with so much less pain you have inside.. and yes, you'll move on with your life!! Take care buddy.. i'm your new follower of your blog from now on..